I had a revelation.  I am ready to embrace change, and part of that change is to love myself unconditionally.  No excuses.  No regrets.  Look forward. Face the future.  No life or day is promised to anyone.  I am free of all that constrains me.   Take me as I am. 

A clever thought dawns upon me. My muse sings like a caged bird now free after years of captivity. The flow of creativity bursts like a dam from an   overflowing river.  The touch of electric insanity has visited and exited me once again.  She's that old lover come to play again.  Come to take me through my dark times.   She is my friend.   Like ( Read more... )

Don't know what happened, other than I have been feeling chipper all day.  It's been a fantastic day.  Was it the two bottles of water that flushed out my system?  Was it the ham porn (YABS in-joke).  Was it my prayers of asking the Lord to help me?  Today is all sunshine and rainbows.  The sky was a cool blue hue and the glass is not half empty, ( Read more... )

I'm up late cause iIhad a mean latte.  *holds head down in shame*  I also didn't do all of my reading for class tomorrow, so I gots to get that grove than on.  Since I'm up, I might as well take a slice of the pie and write something.  Today has been rather low key, and I love that.  Did some multi-tasking earlier, and now I'm trying to get my ( Read more... )

What did I accomplish today?

I managed to write more, which I feel is true progress.   Did some class work.  Talked with my family.

Did I learn something?

I learned that I can be very impatient, and I do not appreciate other people’s paces.  I failed to exercise some compassion for my fellow drivers.

Was I grateful what the day ( Read more... )

I'm getting stressed.  it's nearing the end of the quarter (Nov. 15th), and people who haven't visited the library all quarter are trying to come in and bombard me with inane questions.  While many get down to business.  Gotta admire those people, some are just plain agonizing.

I kid you not.  People have asked me "where can I find a book."  I ( Read more... )

For those not in the know, I lost my jump drive two weeks ago. I was getting off work. As usual, I place it around my neck for safekeeping. When I got to my car, I took it off, along with my ID badge, and placed it in the passenger seat. Halfway down the road, I realize I don’t know where the jump drive is.

I compulsively check the ( Read more... )

Ok, that last post was weak.  I need to improve on that.   For not in the know, this is the saucey blog ( Read more... )

It's a good, but slow week.  Spent too much money on eating out, when i should have cooked (again).  Work is blah, and my limited time on the desk has me neglecting my regular duties.  This is becoming a mild pain in the ass.   I still have class assignments to complete, and books to ship, time sheets to fill out, and dealing with desperate ( Read more... )

My life is still going, so the changes will be constant.  My goal is to be even more involved in my own art (writing, drawing, painting).  I’d like to decorate my home.  I need some rich, deep, solid color furniture and accessories.   I know I can do this.  It’s going to be a challenge, but I love a good set of challenges to stimulate my body and ( Read more... )